| famous last words |
[Jan. 16th, 2007|09:47 am] |
yeah i'm just waiting for elisha to call to pick me up and take me up to school with her. im going to help her move her shit back into her dorm. then kenny is going to bring me home. i'm happy i get to see her leave though,cuz that's what i wanted. im glad that she sees it as important as i do to see her off. also i'm not going to see her in quite a while so it is actually pretty important.
my mom is getting on my nerves. i've been cleaning here and there all damn day and the minute that she catches me doing something like smokin a cig or just listening to my chem she feraks out and tells me to come down and clean. its fucking ridiculous. i am doing what she wants. i'm just not doing too much at once so i dont get all sick like i did yesterday. it really makes me think she cares about how i feel :( not. it makes me feel like she cares more about my room being clean than making sure i dont overwhelm myself. then she yelled at me cuz i'm going out with elisha. ugh,i wish that she would just chill out. makes me kinda angry.
im just glad that when i get pissed at her now or upset i just go into another world. a fantasy world surrounding me with horror films and characters from them,my chemical romance everything,and mark,elisha,izzy. where everythings just chill and nothing has to be worried about,my dream world :)
i'm gonna go return to that and inhale some nicotine. see ya!
if you're reading this mark,which you probably are,i love you!!! |
|
|
| the day after mark's birthday |
[Jan. 16th, 2007|09:46 am] |
man,i fucking love the movie sweet november. even though it's kind of sad,it's beautiful.
So yesterday was mark's birthday he's 19 now. yay! i felt horrible though because we're both sick as hell,and last night i just got so sick when we were walking in to go eat with his grand parents at i think it was called John Henry's? eh mark will correct me if it's wrong when he reads this later. but i just started throwing up as we were walking in and he asked me if he shoudl take me home and i said yes. mainly because i didn't want to go in there all pukey and sickly and if it happened again run away and be gone for 20 minutes. i just didn't want to make that kind of impression,also i think it was some anxiety too. so mark was so cute about it,he took me to wawa,got me gingerale,and drove me home. i felt so bad like i ruined his birthday,he kept insisting he didnt,He felt horrible because he felt he drug me around everywhere. i told him that i wanted to come down to see him on his birthday,and make it special. he said that seeing me made it a million times more special than it would be and that made me feel so nice.
it's just crazy to think how you and the love you give someone can affect them. and how you and the love you give someone can affect them. it's amazing,this power of love that we all have to give and share. it's amazing. i'm just glad i could be a part of it.
i wish he was on now :( i missh him. but im gonna go watch the rest of this movie. i'll probly be back on to fill another survey or somethin. |
|
|
| 100 things you didnt need to know about me |
[Jan. 16th, 2007|09:45 am] |
100 Things You Didn't Need to Know About Me.....
1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
yuengling
2. Do you follow college football?
no
3. How many miles does your car have on it?
dani doesnt have a car
4. Who was the last person to send you a text message and what did it say?
izzy,asking me how i am and how court went yesterday
5. When was the last time you went swimming in a pool?
last year :(
6. Are you happy?
yeah. actually. it's nice :]
7. Where was the last place you went shopping?
fuckin kop mall
8. How do you feel about your hair?
i love it alot,its fucknig red and black and its all emo'd out right now :D i feel sexy.
10. Last thing you said?
"i get that info in a few days or weeks idk its all up in the air again didnt really solve nothin"
11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now?
i wish i was outside,or at marks,or it was later and elisha was here. i love being alone but sometimes it scares me.
12. Last time you drank alcohol?
new years eve.
13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
yeah,the necklace mark gave me for xmas :) and the bracelet he customized for me :)
14. AIM or MSN?
AIM..msn's for pussies
15. What classes are you taking?
everything i was last sem cuz i am a fuck tard. and also a criminal justice class prob.
16. How many hours on average do you work a week?
i don't,so right now i'm poor and probably close as balls to debt.
17. What is your favorite brand of makeup?
diandra i got for xmas,i love that shit alot,i like clinique alot too,and maybelline,and loreal. anything that works effectively it's more about that than brand actually.
18. Favorite football team?
E A G L E S EAGLES!!!!!!!! I BLEED GREEN MOTHERFUCKER!
19. Do you watch the Olympics?
um..not unless its swimming.
20. Last bar you went to?
never been.
21. Who was the last person to call you?
elisha cuz shes a pain in my ass haha
22. What's your sign?
Libra
23. Do you have a favorite number?
7..weird i never knwe it was elisha's too
24. Last time you did volunteer work or made any donation?
um...does community service count?
25. When did you wake up?
like 1030 i think
26. Where does most of your family live?
ca,az,minnesota,connecticut,md
27. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
2 older half-bros
28. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
yes. very much.
29. Ever been called a bitch?
of course,i've been called a lot worse if you really wanna go there
30. Guilty pleasures?
chocolate and pop punk.
31. Do you drink beer?
sometimes
32. Have you ever experienced true love?
yes.
33. Did you ever collect Beanie Babies?
yea,cuz i was a nerd!
34. Ever ordered anything online?
fucking right
35. Myspace or Facebook?
member of both,bigger on myspace than facebook
36. Do you have T-Mobile?
fuck that, i'm so poor and irresponsible,i got prepaid!
37. What is your favorite subject?
english. anything writing.
38. Where have all the cowboys gone?
elisha's shoved them up her big ass apparently,HAHA
39. Do you usually fall for the BAD guy/girl?
i fall for nerdy people.
40. Were you an outcast in high school?
oh yeah. haha. was i ever. i got off on freaking people the fuck out,are you kidding?
41. Last time you saw your parents?
earlier.
43. Ever been to a wedding?
yes
44. Do you have any children?
if riley and annie count,then yes.
45. Last movie you watched?
umm...romeo and juliet
46. Last song you sang?
anything my chem. even though im listening to acceptance now.
47. Did you take a nap today?
nah. i just woke up and stayed up.
48. What was your high school's mascot?
a stupid fucking viking.
49. Ever been on a cruise?
no
50. Favorite vacation spot?
palm springs,ca
51. How many pets do you have?
2 beautiful kitties. my baby riley and big kittie annie
52. Do you have any wealthy friends?
not really.
53. Ever met anyone really famous before?
i've met alot of bands from alot of scenes. ;)
54. Favorite actress/ actor?
mariska hargitay/that dude from requiem ummmm i forget his name damn.
55. Who are you talking to?
im kind of ignoring my ims to do this actually haha
56. Are you multi-tasking right now?
not really.
57. Could you handle being in the military?
i could handle it i dont support fascists or idiots like george bush and i believe the casue for this war is ridiculous so i refuse to defend my country if i dont believe in the reason.
58. Are you hungry or thirsty?
thirsty.
59. Favorite fast food restaurant?
bk lounge and subway.
60. When was the last time you were there?
ummm...subway in philly with mark,and bk lounge with elisha a few weeks back.
61. Are you gonna go?
umm..no need for all the fattening food. i'd stick with fruit anyday,really.
62. Do you own a camera phone?
i used to...:'(
63. Ever take a sobriety test?
it depends...never by a cop,but my mom gave me her own customized version of sobriety test a few years ago for like a month and a half. let me tell you,that was fun...
64. Do you believe in karma?
yeah completely.
65. Can you speak any other languages?
french.
66. Last time you went to the gym or worked out?
hahahahhahah dani work out thas funny ahhahahah
67. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
lol like 12 prob.
68. Do you have a photo hosting site that you use?
photobucket.
69. Last place you drove your car?
motherfucker i already told you i don't drive. people can be such dicks gosh!
70. What is your college mascot?
umm...community colleges dont have mascots haha
71. Do you like college?
got off to a rough start,to be honest. i'm still thinking of whether i love it or not.
72. Nicest Hotel you ever stayed in?
ritz carlton in philly.
73. Have you ever bought condoms?
yeah ..havent in a while o
74. How much money did you make today?
nada
75. What are you gonna do with the money?
buy cigarettes probably
76. Have you ever been gambling?
nah that would be a bad idea i'd love it too much
77. How old are your parents?
mom=45 dad=50
78. When is the last time you updated your blog?
doing that now
79. Do you have your wisdom teeth?
been through that. best cloudy week in my head ever..hahaha
80. Best lip gloss?
the victorias secret shit i have..hell yea
81. Have you been to New York City?
yeah.
82. Favorite sit down restaurant?
i dont really like that restaurunt scene you speak of
83. Ever been to Disney World?
once
84. Favorite cartoon character?
fry from futurama and peter griffin from family guy
85. Last thing you cooked?
haha..me cook..my mom wont trust me with the stove..please
86. How is the weather today?
i guess its ok. ill find out later when i go get elisha.
87. Do you e-mail?
only for certain things
89. Favorite store?
hot topic,i cant wait to go see angryoungandpoor. angryyoungandpoor.com bc you get a dollar in credit for the store every dollar you spend. that place rrules.
90. Purses, Shoes, or Sunglasses?
shoes.
91. Last voicemail you received?
i cant get into my voicemail,funny story.
92. Do you drunk dial?
erm,no.
93. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
drowned my motorola razr accidently in bong water. woops. stupid.
94. What is the best city in the state that you have lived in?
philly all the fucking way. fuck all that harrisburg shit. philly's where the fuckin action happens.
95. Favorite band?
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
96. Last time you were sick?
few weeks ago.
97. Are you bored right now?
lil bit. i have more fun when ppl are here.
98. Last concert you attended?
so they say,maxeen,sugarcult,etc.
99. Do you watch reality tv?
not really.
100. What are your plans for tomorrow?
take elisha home with mark,go up to school,go chill with him and do something awesome like we always do :) |
|
|
| survey and updated entries |
[Jan. 16th, 2007|09:44 am] |
| [ | WhEre tHe FucK am I |
| | my comp chair | ] |
| [ | tunes bein' heard |
| | my chem duh | ] |
since i havent been on ehre in a while im giong to put up all the shit i've put on xanga until now so everyone gets a little updated. so here we go.
1. Initials: dmiw
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: mark is exactly 3 months after mine,does that count?
3. Favorite fruit? mango and cherry and banana
4. For or against same sex marriage? fucking for it! everyone has the right to be miserable ;)
5. Are you allergic to anything? dumb people.
6. Are you bisexual? yes.
7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes? I have
8. How many U.S states have you been to? md,nc,sc,fla,ga,ca,tx,minnesota,ny,de,nj...the list goes on and on
9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? just pa.
10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? nah,i'd totally dig livin' in canada though.
11. Name something physical you like about yourself? my tummy :D
12. Something non-physical you like about yourself? i'm so musical it runs through my veins,i love that
13. Do you have any pets? yep my lil 6 montho ld kitten riley and older cat annie.
14. What is your dream car? mustang.
15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go? canada and france
16. Are you bipolar? i've never been diagnosed so until then ill say no..tho i do thing somethigns wrong with me sometimes
17. What dream car do you want your husband/wife to drive? i dont give a fuck that is their choice. whatever makes them happy :)
18. Where would you want to go on a first date? the city. i love the city on a date.
19. Would you date the person who posted this before you? already have dated sam. it was a fun time ;)
20. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? eh,i'm usually the one doing all the singing and playing. i like it that way though.
21. Ever been kissed under fireworks? nah
22. What was the last text message you received: my friend gabbi
23. Have you ever bungee jumped? nah i wouldn't like that though dropping from things reminds me of past experiences :/
24. Have you ever white water rafted? nope
25. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you? yes.
26. Are you racist? nah dude,i make jokes but..thats not my scene. fuck that shit.
27. What song are you listening to right now? nothin at the moment i will when i grab some cancer after this survey tho
28. What's your favorite song at the moment? "stolen-dashboard confessinal" :)
29. What was the last movie you watched? romeo and juliet
30. Where was the last place you went besides your house? out back.
31. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property? nah.
32. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? not anything other than jokingly.
33. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes,hair,figure
34. What's your fav. body part on the opposite sex? oh,you know ;)
35. What do you usually order from Starbucks? last time i had a green tea latte that shit was awesome until i spilled it :(
36. Say something totally random about yourself: im polish!
37. Do you have an iPod? fuck that shit,i got a sandisk sansa bioootch
38. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? yeah,elisha told me i look like scarlett johannsen :) thats a compliment and a half. and someone told me i looked like thora birch in ghost world when i worked at the movie theatre.
39. Do you have freckles? used to.
40. Are you comfortable with your height? yeah,i'm a shorty,i like it that way tho
41. Do you love someone right now? yes,very much.
42. How tall are you? 5'2.
43. Do you speak any other language other than english? francais!
44. Have you ever ridden in a limo? nope...
45. Has anyone you were really close to passed away? sadly yes.
46. Do you watch MTV? no not really.
48. What's something that really annoys you? the fact that i am a total pussy about certain things.
50. Do you like Michael Jackson? do you like child molesters?
51. Have you ever surfed?nah i want to tho
52. Do you know how to pump gas? yeah your dumb if you don't
53. Do you drive? trying to make that happen until then im all about septa
54. What's the latest you have ever stayed out? 8 am
55. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? yes
56. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? no
57. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do? all the time
58. What's your favorite state to live in? i like pa but i'd rather live in like nj or somethin.
59. What color is your hair? red and black
60.What color are your eyes? hazel
61. Do you have any special talents? oh you know ;)
62. Favorite non-alcoholic drink? green tea
63. Favorite city? philly
64. Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull? lol. no but i want to
65. If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be? im not so sure
66. Who do you live with? my rents
67. Last thing you watched on TV? forensic files
68. Do you wear glasses or contacts? glasses
69. Have you ever taken a roadtrip? nah i wanna do that |
|
|
| you don't know |
[Dec. 14th, 2006|06:46 am] |
| [ | WhEre tHe FucK am I |
| | my fucking computer chair | ] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  high and apparently grumpy | ] |
| [ | tunes bein' heard |
| | 50 cent,eminem..etc.-you don't know | ] |
i hate my mother. i hate my fucking family. i hate this house,i hate this town,and i want to get the fuck out of here.
just because i don't fucking work today,my mom makes it like i have to work,every single day. i'm so fucking sorry sweetie,but i have a life. that aint happenin. and i'm not oging to eagerly ask for more hours if i'm satisfied filling the ones i do have. what the fuck is the big deal? i'm so sorry i'm not you know like you mom at mcdonalds slaving in that fucking plces since before i was born. sorry. that ain't me. and i'm too much of a fucking stoner to want to work all that. i dont think ANYONE wants to work all that. so i laughed at her when she was like you should be working everyday and i shut the door. so she was ilke whyd you shut the door and i said that i shut the door on bullshit so...there ya go. and she started going on about fucking me bein irresponsible and since im goign to marks today she was just like if i don't find all the lights out and everything out and locked in the house your not oging to have a place to live so i said..ok...i'd be much happier anyway. cuz i fucking would. don't throw stones in a glass fucking house bitch. she doesnt know who shes fucking with...well..who the FUCK she thinks shes fuckin wit. i don't play that. i'm fuckin sick of shit.
i'm sick of the fuckin games ppl play,i'm sick of the drama,i'm just sick of fucking people in general.
if there was a way to get shipped to an island,bring like one other person and some things,i would do it. i would totally fuckign do it in a heartbeat.
because the more i take of this,the more i'm going to fucking go insane in my head...
and i don't want comments like blah blah blah love your parents blah blah cuz you know what ill find you and ill personally come to your door and punch you in the face. cuz you dont know what ist like in my house. so if anyone has any ideas of leavin comments like that,shut the fuck up and dont post em,unless you really are tryin to get hit..
..end.. |
|
|
| More Gangsta Music |
[Dec. 7th, 2006|10:24 am] |
| [ | WhEre tHe FucK am I |
| | my computer chair | ] |
| [ | how i feel |
| | blazed | ] |
| [ | tunes bein' heard |
| | Cam'Ron-more gangsta music | ] |
yeah,totally have been listening to a good bit of rap lately. wow. it's funny cuz for a while i was like,fuck rap! and now i'm like...fuck fucking rap! haha i dont know. i culd be that high from last night still and i just smoked a bong. oh yeah,tony and i got a bong and its like almost 3 feet long. fucking crazy! that shit hits so well. but yea,alot of drama going on. dont think i'm high enough to deal with alot of it,but im not gonna get into it cuz it aint my business to write about. i leave that to the pros.
wow,big red hits so hard i cry everytime i hit it,its really annoying actually,but i must bow down to the bong. the bong has power. just like tony had that red light he had to take out with his friend joe in the skating rink parking lot...we've gotta get that light...that light sends messages to russia! haha weirdo. i love that kid.
just been chillin with tony alot,hes cool as fuck,and watching law and order and court tv. ooh! and nip tuck's season finale is coming up...i'm so excited..its gonna be some crazy shit! |
|
|
| christmas wishes |
[Dec. 4th, 2006|03:55 pm] |
| [ | WhEre tHe FucK am I |
| | my hizzouse | ] |
| [ | how i feel |
| | high | ] |
| [ | tunes bein' heard |
| | juelz santana-kill em | ] |
Dear santa,Here are a few ideas of what i want for christmas.
sincerely,
Dani danger
 |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Nov. 27th, 2006|02:04 am] |
At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared, some are coming home, some tell lies to make it though the day, others are just now facing the truth, some are evil men at war with good, and some are good struggling with evil.
Six billion people in the world, six billion souls, and sometimes all you need is one. |
|
|
| Speak to me |
[Nov. 21st, 2006|06:10 am] |
| [ | WhEre tHe FucK am I |
| | computer chair in my house | ] |
| [ | how i feel |
| | high | ] |
| [ | tunes bein' heard |
| | Rocco deluca and the burden-speak to me | ] |
Dialogue communicate
Wasted words circulate
Catchy phrases inside joke
Sitcom pilot simple folk
Speak to me with your heart
Speak to me with your heart
Campaign slogans election year
Fiction writer greatest fear
Private letters instruction books
Formulas ancient script
Speak to me with your heart
Speak to me with your heart
Show me before you don't have a chance
Shallow words will drown with water from
Speak to me with your heart
Speak to me with your heart
Speak to me with your heart
Speak to me with your heart
Speak to me with your heart
Speak to me with your heart
-Rocco Deluca & the burden
check them out |
|
|
| Those Days You Felt Alive |
[Nov. 17th, 2006|02:43 am] |
so yesterday,i did my radio show all by myself. i was so freakin' proud of myself,i fucked up on some shit but all in all i think i handled it pretty professionally. im also starting to get raelly acquainted with the boards and the mixers and the faders cuz i'm playin with them and experimenting more during the show. but yeah it was a great playlist too.
today i didn't really do much,just kinda chilled around,i saw izzy for a while she came up and chilled for a few hours,which was fun! until we were walking to the bus stop and almost blew the fuck away. ugh i hate the rain. it's so beautiful,there's something so beautiful about it to me. even though i completely hate being in it,but that's just because i'm a whiney bitch.
it feels later than it really is. i have been watching law and order since like,6 oclock. damn. that's not a record though. i asked for a few of the dvd sets for xmas. i could sit and watch that show,any of the law and order series,for hours on end. maybe i'm weird,i just like seeing some justice. which is funny to me considering i'm always involving myself in illegal drugs like pot hahahah. yeah i thought it was funny...anywho
i don't really know what else to write,my mind is kinda spinning out,but,until next time lj world... |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
effindangerous's journal
